I had hang out times with three different friends today. I was really excited because I don't get to hang out with any of them very often. This morning, I canceled on coffee with the first one, because it was too early and I wanted to sleep.
I was supposed to have lunch with the second friend. She never called or texted. I texted her and got a response, "who is this? You have the wrong number." Ouch.
Then I was supposed to spend the evening with another friend of mine. She is the one who asked to hang out. Then she got called into work.
I just feel like everyone always bails when I get really excited about something. I just feel completely alone. I feel, right now, like no one wants to talk to me. I hate this feeling...I'm sure it will be gone by morning...hopefully. It just sucks right now. Am putting my mind into art.
Am listening to Breaking Benjamin until my ears ring. This day just needs to be over.
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